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08/31/2007
Biology, Thursday - nearly there
“Like emptiness and harmony, I need someone to comfort me”
Simon and Garfunkle
No I remember the reason why I try not to dream. ☹
It was only 3 nights ago that I started dreaming again, and it started well. A combination of restful sleep and waking up to a feeling of wellbeing and memories of places I long for and people I love. So I didn’t really complain. Then this morning however was a little different. I can’t remember much, particularly from the beginning, just that an acquaintance of mine died suddenly. Then followed a painfully slow movement through the subsequent emotions: loss, confusion, anger etc… then the person who died was suddenly not merely an acquaintance (for whom I was devastated) but someone I loved dearly and all the emotions heightened.
Woke up, took 5 minutes to work out it wasn’t true… and then spent the rest of the morning trying to control the emotions which wouldn’t lead me along. Not good.
Worked all day – not amazingly productive but hopefully enough, formatting takes ages when you are a perfectionist! And the fact that I also have everyone else’s projects in my head isn’t helping. Taking a break now = Bob Dylan, Blue, French Folk and Airstar :D very loud through some veeery nice headphones.
Oh and watching films Mr F cringe at films of various members of the ground turn front flips in mid air off sand dunes :P lmao. And photos of the head of dept from the Botswana trip. Anyway WORK WORK WORK WORK :’(
Wish me luck with dreams tonight
xXx
EDIT: THERE IS A CHOCOLATE BAR CALLED THREESOME! :P
People now worship me… I just wrote a very simple excel program to calculate running mean… but with a data set of 90 it saved a lot of time :D lol. Now I do my work.
20:19… everyone is already high on pro-plus… and the teachers need vallium. This is fun… that might just be because I’m dancing around to No ID! :P
“There’s someone in my head but its not me”
-Pink Floyd
Probably the caffeine talking. And the bonding walk myself and 3 others went for along the beach in the dark… in our pyjamas!! LMAO. Was good ☺ Although the boys kept fighting to be in the middle because they were scared, and then pranked each other… amusing at least. Came back giggling soooo much. Then had to work
I have receive th “S’hell of a girl” award for becoming an honoury member of the biology dpt. And doing all the stats :P lol.
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